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Tired

2009-06-17T11:02:00.002+08:00

I've trying my v.best to capture your heart but you still push me away. What wrong have I done? Im trying to make you happy every moment. Maybe it's just time to throw in the towel? or Should I just perservere and try again & again.

(Why I never walk away. Why I played myself this way. Now I see, you're testing me, pushes me away....)

Full

2009-06-16T23:06:00.002+08:00

When to workplace to settle some problems. Before that met up with Jazli and ate at Gelare's ehub. The Waffles were superb but if you come to my workplace, I can make it double superb. Around 2.30pm when to TampOne to window shop while waiting for Boy and his cousins to arrive from Geylang. When to buy a RedBull Smoothie at basement. When to accompany one of them to pay summon at the post office and then when back to TampOne to accompany them eat at Carl's Jr. Boy then treat us cookies from Subway. Around 5+pm took the bus to Pasir Ris to play takraw. Faiz met up with us there. Reached home at 10pm. Im starting to like playing takraw sia.!!! eventhough I've gotten a bruised ankle. Tomorrow got work at 12pm and Im not looking forward to it. Qns of the day: What do girls really want from a guy?

Rise Up - Yves Larock

My last

2009-06-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

Ive tried and tried, again and again but nothing seems to work. Maybe it's time for me to just forget the past. Maybe that will me my last text message for you. Knowing that you're fine and happy makes me happy. So goodbye. Maybe we'll meet again someday.

The last song - The All-American Reject

Fcuk

2009-06-15T22:18:00.003+08:00

Today was a fuck up day.(Only at work). No mood to update.

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

Finally

2009-06-14T23:51:00.002+08:00

Things between me and a friend hadn't been great. I wasted my text messages texting that person. That person didn't reply. Its been days now but finally we have straighten things out. Im so happy. Im proud of myself that I've tried, as hard as I can. Maybe sooner or later, that person will notice my effort.....I never felt these way before. Its like Im content with your reasons eventhough it hurts me.Anyway I wanna go shopping AGAIN. Boy tell me when you wanna booked me out cause I need to take off in advance.

Never Say Never - The Fray

Madness

2009-06-14T01:36:00.003+08:00

Went to woke early at 4pm when I actually supposed to start at 7pm. Didn't follow family to Malaysia. Work was alright. Got a called while working. It was from mum. She said that they were involved in an accident but no one was hurt. They were hit by a malaysian car. Mum told me that they had to pay RM$300 instead of the guy who banged them. Wtf!!!!. The policeman asked what type of car my dad was driving and told them that it was their fault. The fucking policeman didn't want to see any witness or evidence. Fuck them la. Now im sitting, blogging, as I just reached home from work. While doing the closing, we've found out that we were short of $100. I can sure to god that I didn't took it. Luckily boss didn;t blame me.(13 June 2009)

Only One - Yellowcard

Action Packed

2009-06-12T23:02:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 11 because Im meeting Faiz to go for Friday prayers at Bedok. Packed my school stuff and found a package which consist of a shade and a note. Read the note and smile to myself. Memories starts to flash through my mind, remembering the times we had. Met Hassan & Hafiz at the mosque. After prayers when to eat lunch at Petal Mc. Followed Hassan & Hafiz to send Faiz to Eunos Mrt via Hassan's Hyundai Tucson. After sending Faiz off, We picked up Boy from his house and Hassan & Hafiz send us to Harry's house. Met Harry and his friends at his house & off to Safra. Slacked for awhile with them and Im off to school at 5pm. Paper was okay. & finally Im free from exams. Yahoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not Fair - Lily Allen

Eyes On You

2009-06-11T22:38:00.004+08:00

Hello, can you hear me?
I've got something to tell you
I was lost, but you saved me
I'll go wherever you want to
'Cause I think that I've got to have you

I've had enough
I'm in love, it's true
So don't, don't take it away
'Cause I've got my eye on you

This song is my way of saying
What I needed to say
I am proud, I am strong
And you've been here all along
I didn't know it until today
I'm so glad that it happened this way

I've had enough
I'm in love, it's true
So don't, don't take it away
'Cause I've got my eye on you

Hold on now
You're leaving
Take these hands
Don't even say goodbye

I want you to know that
I'm going to miss you
Hold on to my heart
We'll make it through
And let it be known
All I want is you
And I'm learning to show it to you

I've had enough
I'm in love, it's true
So don't, don't take it away
'Cause I've got my eye on you

I've had enough
I'm in love, it's true
So don't, don't take it away
'Cause I've got my eye on you

Boredom

2009-06-11T22:12:00.003+08:00

Today the heat woke me up. The heat from the sun strikes at my face. Couldn't go back to sleep so I woke up. Played PS3 till 3. Bath. Wake some MTV and when I was about to go out for soccer, Boy asked me if I wanna play Takraw at Pasir Ris. So changed my plan & out I go to play Takraw. Met up with Boy at 416, his aunt's place. We met my couz, Naqib, and his pals at 7eleven. We just smile at each other and out we go to play Takraw. Played with Boy's cousin and his cousin's friends. Tomorrow is my final paper & I have not studied for it. But maybe later i shall study. So wish me luck aite.

Eyes On You & Just Keep Breathing - Automatic Loveletter

One more paper

2009-06-10T23:38:00.002+08:00

What a hot, hot day. Im like freaking sweating every now and then, for the past few weeks. Where does the wind & breeze gone to?. Anyway today was a boring day. Went to school at 4pm but papers start at 7pm and ended at 9.15pm. Rushed home to watch Prison Break. & my holiday is coming!!!!. Actually there's not much different because my school schedule is like this, Wednesday 7pm-10pm, Friday 7pm-10pm & Saturday 10am-12pm.
This Friday is my last paper, which is math paper 2 after that I'm free for 2 weeks!!!.
Anyone wanna watch Formula Drift this Saturday?

Fingerprints - Katy Perry

Memories

2009-06-09T23:24:00.006+08:00

Woke Boy up at 10.30 eventhough we had agreed to meet at tamp platform at 11.30. He scolded me for not telling him that I'm wearing slippers. (We're the owner of the same air max light). Headed to Dover, Singapore Poly, to meet up with Faiz(Lego). He invited us outsiders to dine at his school canteen no 3 for lunch. Reached there around 1. Nizam then tagged along. Boy & I bought the Snapple Drink. My fun fact under the bottle cap was, " Do you know that bees have 5 eyes?". Boy's one was , " Did you know that the BullFrog is the only animal that doesn't sleep?".

After lunch we headed to peninsula because Faiz wanted to buy his baseball tee. After which we headed to Marina to the Rastafari Shop because Boy & I wanted to buy a sling bag. Next we went to Wheelocks Place to pick up Boys' parent's watches. The whole freaking hot day Faiz & Boy debate on riddles. It was damn funny to see them debating. While waiting for the watches to be ready, they accomponied me to the Springfield Outlet which is located in Wisma Atria's Isetan. Sadly I couldn't get any tee there because the tee I wanted didn't have my size in stock.The kind sales person there tried helping me call the other outlets but to no avail. When to Sasa then to get the free fragrance smell.(Dont think i don't have any cologne at home okay). When to collect the watches then went straight to White Sand to get my passport size photo as I need to renew my passport. Faiz & boy accompanied me while Nizam went home already. After collect my passport size photos. We split, I went home early as tomorrow I have exam, Science Paper 1 & Physics. My Papers start at 7pm tomorrow. So wish me luck.

Air Max Light

Clockwise: Me, Faiz, Sheiron. At Wisma Atria's Springfield

Unaware - My Favorite Highway & Heartless(Cover) - Kris Allen

Wondering if you're okay....every minute of the day.

Shop

2009-06-07T21:45:00.006+08:00

Sorry for not posting yesterday. Had some family matters to attend & settle. Today was fun. Went out with Nizam (Sissoko) today. First went to Century Square to check out the wireless mp3 Nizam wanted to buy. Told him to get the Sony one instead of the brandless one as i don't trust brandless products eventhough they're cheap. Went to Orchard then. Its my turn to check out my stuffs. Before that, I took Nizam to eat the food at Ayam Bakar stall at Lucky Plaza. The food was heavenly nice. Its been so long since I eaten there. Then we went to Paragon, Heeren then to Wisma. At Wisma I bought to French Connection(FCUK) Tee which cost me $59 each. It was worth it. Bought a Davidoff perfume for my lil sis since it was her birthday 2 days ago. Big sis was totally jealous haha. Went off to Marina then to look at my quiksilver tee but ended up not buying any because I don't want to spend to much today as faiz has asked me out on Tuesday. So I shall continue my shopping spree on Tuesday!! Can't wait.

Springfield, My fav.

French Connection

Jagan Pernah Berubah - ST12
You Found Me - The Fray

Emotions

2009-06-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

When to take my pay at work. Before that Ryan, Anthony & I went to play pool beside our workplace. I suck at it alot man. Time to practise haha. Sheiron, Boy, met up with me at my workplace. Treat him eat calamari from Fish&Co Express. Afraid to hurt another friend's feeling, I asked if Ryan would like to tag along. We went to the nearby void deck to laze around while waiting for Boy's cousin to meet us up at the void deck. Boy invited me to play takraw whith him & his cousins but I can't because I got to take my math exam at 7. Math was quite okay(should'nt say easy). I manage to complete papers with confident. But Im afraid that I made careless mistakes cause, in my opinion, this paper was the easier of the two papers which I previously had taken.

Note to all: You may think im soft & someone you can push around. Fyi, Im no pushover. I dont give a damn about your age and stuff. If you respect me, I'll respect you. This got to end, RIGHT NOW.

Boy

Sometimes the ones closest to you is your enemy. The one who envy your progress.
What You Put Me Through - Cambria Detken

Down, Down, Down

2009-06-04T23:07:00.003+08:00

Miss you badly

So bad - Making April

Last Minute

2009-06-04T21:40:00.002+08:00

When to work at 12. Not to my suprise my boss hired another part time worker. Taught him the basic stuff, like how to do the cashier & make waffles. It was torturing working with the new guy. Silence was always in the air during work. At 4, Anthony & Adi met me during my break. We ate at Fish&Co Express. Whenever we step into the outlet, the Fish&Co workers would asked me if i would like to have the usual, which is the calamari set. Im proud to say I'm their NO.1 customer Haha!. Anthony and I then start working at 5 while Adi, as usual, wait for Anthony to finish work at 10. Im currently in no mood to study. I feel like totally giving up on studies. Anyway, tomorrow is my math paper 1. The paper starts at 7.30pm & I'm not prepared for it!!!. Tomorrow I'm going down to my workplace to collect my pay first before going to school. Springfield, here I come!!!!.Before that its time to study math(Not smiling at all)

Say Goodnight - Bullet For My Valentine (I lived my life in misery. I sacrificed this world to hold you. No breathe left inside of me. Shattered glass keeps falling)

An Old Companion Which Last Forever

2009-06-03T22:32:00.005+08:00

Today, woke up at 12.30 as usual. Watched mtv while studying for my chemistry paper which starts at 7. When out at 4 to meet a lost friend Khairul. We went to slack under the void deck and eventually he sent me to school haha. We've not hang out with each other since like 3-4 months. He's still the same old badot I once knew but he's not in Republic Poly instead of continuing his ITE. I think i could only pass my chem. cause i didn't put much effort in studying it. Argh!!! Friday is my math paper 1 and i need to ace it. On a brighter note, I love Pink. Pink as in the singer/artiste. I kept on playing, Please Don't Leave Me, while going to school and back from it, on my iPod. Haha from now on I'm planning to post my song of the day .

Khairul Ikhwan

Please Don't Leave Me - Pink

First Time

2009-06-02T22:22:00.001+08:00

So yeah. As you party people can see, this is my first time using a blog, BLOGGING. I, myself, am speechless. Haha!!!. Anyway today was fun working with Ryan, Anthony & our new staff, Fiona. Anthony & I couldn't stop eating. We ate the products which meant to be sold every 30 mins. All four of us hate our boss & think he's a retard. Tomorrow is the starting date for me to register for my NS & my chemistry paper. My school clerk said that they are not sure if I could defer cause im only a part-time student. & fyi Im only SEVENTEEN. Im too young for NS. Wish me lucks for my exams & PayDay is Coming!!!!!!!!!!!!